Hey world! I'm just going to open up cause I need to say something. lately life sucks, I act like it's great but it's not. I'm just seeing changes in the people I love that I don't want. My mom is drinking (just like my dad used to) I don't know what to say about my brother. He's also acting like my dad, the anger mostly. I thought all of that ended in 5th grade. It's hard living without anyone really to talk to, I feel like I'm in a deep pit with no contact.
I feel really apart from all of my friends, my life is a dream like state. Each night I have the hardest time trying to not break down and give up.